Homily – An enduring faith.

Homily – An enduring faith. – May 11th, 2019

In the Epistle reading for today, Saint Peter writes of struggle, specifically here to that of servants under their masters.  He exhorts them to be mindful of God in their suffering, and endure just as Christ endured. Indeed it is a gracious thing to be mindful of God when we suffer diverse sorrows, trials, and afflictions all for the sake of our faith.  Yet, it is equally gracious for those of us who suffer likewise and simply endure because of our faith. For our faith is one of endurance, as Paul writes, stating that when we endure our sufferings for doing good, it is gracious in the sight of God.  We are reminded elsewhere by James as to why we do so, writing in his Epistle that the crown of everlasting life is promised to those who love him who persevere in their faith.  Though, it is not suffering to which we are called, for suffering in and of itself is not a good thing; but, the fruits of our suffering are what separate us from the world.  In it we are tempered like steel against the anvil, and purified like a precious metal in the refiner’s fire. Our faith is a journey of purifying transformation.

Anyone who believes, or anyone who tells you that the Orthodox Christian faith is easy, anyone who says that a life lived in the shadow of the cross is comfortable, such a person is misguided.  According to Saint Theophan the recluse, “All the saints accept the only true path to virtue to be pain and hard work… lightness and ease are a sign of a false path. Anyone who is not struggling, not in podvig, is in spiritual delusion”   Podvig, a Russian word understood to mean “spiritual struggle,” is often used to describe our faith, for our faith is one of struggle.  Our faith is a continual struggle against ourselves, against the passions of the flesh that persist against us daily. Our struggle is against the ailments of our minds and bodies in day to day life.  Also, our struggle is against the world, against daily misfortunes, against people and their wills, against a symphony of noise wholly aligned against the silence of God. Nowhere in the whole of scripture was it ever lauded that our walk of faith would be easy. To say as much is a lie propagated by those false teachers and preachers of the prosperity Gospel, men and women who say that health, wealth and prosperity can be ours in this life through Christ.

Christ left everything behind in the performance of his ministry, and told others that did likewise, “everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands, for my name’s sake, will receive a hundredfold and will inherit eternal life.” The Apostles lived austere lives, and all were martyred for their faith.  The brightest lights of the Orthodox faith were the ones who sacrificed the most in the name of Christ, those who sacrificed of body, of ambition, of needs, of wealth and every worldly thing.  Often when the world is at its darkest moments, the brightest lights shine through to dispel the shadows, such as those great Russian saints in Soviet Russia whom we venerate today. They have shown us that our way is not of this world, and have revealed that the greater our attachments to the things of this world, to the ambition and desires of self, the greater the sorrows of our struggle will be. The manner in which we respond to that struggle and suffering is a good barometer of our faith, and how close indeed we are to Christ in our lifelong pursuit of purification, and theotic illumination.  Suffering and struggle proves the purity of the faith possessed of the faithful. It is a pure soul that meets hatred with love, injury with kindness, violence with peace, slander with silence, and insults with a smile.

How did the saints respond to their struggles within their own enduring faith? The Church recalls the response of Saint Lawrence, who was essentially grilled alive on a great gridiron over hot coals, entreated his torturers “I’m well done on this side. Turn me over!” The desert father Saint Macarius came across someone robbing his cell, so helped him load his beast of burden with his own possessions and sent him on his way, recalling to himself that  “We brought nothing into this world but the Lord gave, as he willed, so it is done: blessed be the Lord in all things.” One Saint was threatened with death, and replied, “Ok, and then what will you do to me?”  Abba Anthony says of those not able to bear insults, “You are like a village magnificently decorated on the outside but destroyed from within by robbers.” So it goes, on and on with examples from the hagiography of the Church.  The more we are attached to the things and matters of this world, the easier sorrows find our soul.

Indeed, there are those who are murdered for their faith, their light extinguished by the very darkness they sought to enlighten, but I say they have it easy.  Though they have made the ultimate and final sacrifice for their faith, they had but one choice to make.  They can choose to live, clinging to the dead promises of this world, or they can choose life in Christ, and their struggle is over.  They will are wreathed in the crowns of martyrdom. Though, this is not a common circumstance for most, as few will be forced to make such a sacrifice living in the relative comfort of their home.

Christ is the way, the truth, and the Life..  His is the way because He is risen, enduring the death of the cross for all men, to open the gates of paradise.  He is life because He is risen, trampling down death by death! He is Risen because He is God incarnate in the flesh, he who condescended to become one of us, that we may be able to become like him.  Though, while He is Risen do not forget that we are still fallen. He is Risen, but we will only rise with him through the patient and enduring struggle of our faith. Ours is a faith of action, a spiritual life that lives in friction against the world. It is in this friction, this very day to day struggle that we truly come to know ourselves and the depths of our own faith..

Ours is a vigilant faith.  Ours is an enduring faith. When the darkness comes, we patiently wait for the coming dawn.  When sadness finds us, we wait till joy finds us again. When chaos crashes around us, we await for the peace that the world cannot give.  When the rain falls, we remember that the Lord is merciful, the Lord is just, and he rains on both the just and the unjust. Where the rain falls, the sun shines likewise, so while we recognize and remember that all things come from God, we also accept that these are not the measures of our spiritual life.  Each is a test of our faith, good and bad, our struggles and successes, and each brings a suffering of its own. For we indeed were exhorted to carry our crosses daily. If Christ can carry his cross, even falling three times, on his miserable sojourn to his own death, then surely we can endure our own crosses, carrying them as we march to our eternal life.

So, as we distance ourselves from the end of Great Lent, let us not forget the gains we have made from our own struggles of faith, the ascetic practices undertaken and with which we sever our attachments to the things of this world.  Such practices are our spiritual struggle through which we build up our faith and strength of spirit. Our struggles with the things of this world are the means by which that faith is tested, and in the perseverance of an enduring faith made even stronger.  However, if you find yourself feeling as though you missed out, as though you failed in prayer, repentance, fasting, or any number of spiritual exercises for the building of our faith, then fear not. Great Lent will come again, and we will be reminded once again that He is risen! For, indeed our faith is an enduring faith, a journey of struggle and growth through which we grow into Christ. Even though Great Lent is behind us, our life in this world is still standing before us, so we must keep watch just as Saint John of Kronstadt exhorts us:

“Every day, hour, and minute, keep a strict watch and consider every thought, desire, and movement of the heart, every word and deed, and do not let yourself be defiled by one sinful thought, desire, or movement of the imagination, in word or deed, knowing that the Lord is the Righteous Judge Who is judging you every instant and is evaluating the inner man. Continually keep yourself pure for God.”

Faith is life.  Faith is continual. Faith is enduring.  Faith finds growth through struggle. We have faith because – He is risen!  He is risen! He is risen! May we all live to rise with him.

Amen.

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Spiritual Athletes

Spiritual Athletes – February 24, 2019

READINGS: 1 Cor 9:24-10:5, Matthew 20:1-16

Homily – Spiritual Athletes

In our Gospel and Epistle readings this morning, we hear two different stories, with two different messages, yet both of them are related in that they point towards the same end.  Though, I will admit that one story with the message “the last shall be first, and the first shall be last,” when held against another story about racing, seems somewhat counter productive, but I digress.  That aside, they both point towards the same end, the same reward, and that is the crown of everlasting life promised to those who love him, Jesus Christ our Lord.

In both stories we see a labor for the reward received, not that we should believe  that we receive it by what we do, but we shall receive nothing if we do nothing, for a faith without works is dead (James 2:16).  In the Gospel reading all the laborers worked, though not all equally, and all received the same reward. Paul’s letter to the Corinthians is speaking of a race, in which all compete, but will only receive the reward if they finish the race.  In both cases, the plurality of voices found within the patristic witness of the Church agrees that these are active analogies of our faith, that the reward is indeed eternal life in Christ our God. I say they are active analogies because the case is clearly and plainly presented that our faith is an active faith.  We must do something with our faith.  A mental ascent and acquiescence to the teachings of the faith alone is not enough.  Simply saying “we believe” and “we love” is not enough.  Our faith is not a feeling. Simply checking the box and showing up on Sundays is not enough.   Indeed our faith is an active faith, for an idle mind is the seed of many sins, but an idle body is the field from which they grow.  We must remember the words of Christ, who himself exhorted, “if you love me, you will obey my commandments.”

So, in Paul’s first epistle to the Corinthians he uses the imagery of a race. It would not have been lost upon those hearing this letter read to them, that in those races Paul uses as an analogy, in order to race within those races, one must first be a Roman citizen in order to participate. So, before one can even participate in this race, our race to which Paul speaks, one must first be a citizen within the kingdom of heaven – a theme alluded to in some of his other writings – which is accomplished through our baptism and Chrismation into the body of Christ.  So, this is a letter not only to the Corinthians, but to all baptized Christians to complete the race as athletes in Christ, so that they may receive the crown of glory as their prize. Yet, one cannot hope to succeed in any race, as I am sure some of our runners here can attest, unless they become proficient and practiced athletes. Yet, we do not run with sore feet, we do not lift heavy weights, we do not exert ourselves to physical feats of fortitude and glory, but our athleticism is a spiritual one; our training is found in the ascesis of the Church; our strength is found in Christ who grows in each of us, as we ourselves willingly and sacrificially decrease.

In the words of Tertullian of Carthage, in his own commentaries on these verses, he speaks to the same sentiment here:

“Your master, Jesus Christ has anointed you with the Spirit and has brought you to this training ground.  He determined long before the day of the contest to take you from a softer way of life to a harsher regimen, that your strength may increase.  Athletes are set apart for more rigid training to apply themselves to the building up of their strength. They are kept from lavish living, from more tempting dishes, from more pleasurable drinks.  They are urged on, they are subjected to tortuous toils, they are worn out. The more strenuously they have exerted themselves, the greater is their hope of victory.”

We who are on the cusp of great Lent, are about to enter into the Marathon of our faith in the coming weeks, where we test our spirits, strengthen our resolve, and temper our very bodies and souls into the image and likeness of Christ.  Yet, when Holy Week comes and goes, and Pascha passes us by, it is yet just another lap completed in the sacramental life we live within the sacramental rhythm of the Church. It is race we keep running till the day we take our last breath, and it is a reward not received until the day of the dread judgement when we can finally hear those sweet and gentle words of our Lord and Savior – well done my good and faithful servant.

So, how do we as mortal men and women become spiritual athletes in the eternal arena of our faith? How do we as Christians accomplish this in the scope and context of our faith?   Using the words of Saint Seraphim of Sarov, we do this through the acquisition of the Holy Spirit.

“Prayer, fasting, vigils and all the other Christian practices may be, they do not constitute the aim of our Christian life.  Although it is true that they serve as the indispensable means of reaching this end, the true aim of our Christian life consists of the acquisition of the Holy Spirit of God.  As for fasts, and vigils, and prayer, and almsgiving, and every good deed done for Christ’s sake, are the only means of acquiring the Holy Spirit of God.”

Prayer, fasting, and almsgiving; these are the practices of our Christian faith that strengthen the spirit in those qualities virtue and goodness, and make us stronger spiritual athletes, with which we can overcome all obstacles of faith. These are the means by which we obtain the rewards promised to those who love him.

In our struggle to become better spiritual athletes, I will go over the three main spiritual exercises that strengthen us for the race ahead.

Exercise one – Prayer

“Prayer alone will give your soul the strength… In order to acquire spiritual muscles, you have to go to the spiritual gym.” Elder Sergei of Vanves

Our prayer life is our spiritual gym.  Our prayer is the locus by which all virtue  is obtained, and in the words of Theophan the recluse:

“If you are not successful in your prayer, you will not be successful in anything, for prayer is the root of everything”

By prayer we unite the mind and heart, and also the mind and the heart with God.  We pray so that God’s will would be done in this life; that whatever we have need of would be given; that whatever we do and all that we do, we do with full awareness that we depend God in all that he is, in all that we are.

Without prayer, there is no spiritual life alive within us. For, in the words of Saint Tikhon, “As a bird without wings, as a soldier without arms, so is a Christian without prayer.” So in his words we understand  that without prayer we cannot rise to the heavens without wings, and we cannot engage in battle without arms, and so it is without prayer that we are flightless, defenseless, and without aid from on high.   Yet, Prayer consisting of words alone is not of any assistance to us if the heart does not participate in prayer.

Our faith, our prayer, should become a state of being – it is not enough to say prayers, to simply be a Christian, but we must become our prayer, become a Christian, and incarnate our faith by word AND deed.  Our prayer life should be lived, and our prayers should be interwoven with our life, otherwise they become vestigial words and phrases that we simply offer in our short periods we turn towards God. Our prayers and our actions should become two expressions of the same situation.  Also, We must approach our prayer life as a mutual relationship of friendship. God must be the object of our prayer, our wanting, for the intensity and elation of our prayer is often about the object of our prayer rather than the one to whom our prayer is addressed.

“All of life, each and every act, every gesture, even the smile of the human face, must become a hymn of adoration, an offering, a prayer.  One should offer not what one has, but what one is.”

This is the gift we give, our lives. We do this because it is the only gift we can give which is reciprocal of itself, given in response to the gift which we have received ourselves – which is eternal life.

Exercise two – Fasting

In addition to prayer, we find fasting as a prescription of the Church. We fast, in addition to, and in conjunction with prayer, in order to train the body, to train ourselves in resisting the passions of the flesh.  For, If we cannot resist even the smallest morsel of food, then we have no hope in battling the greater temptations in our own lives. Start with the small act of fasting, and your foundation of iniquity will erode and collapse as though a house built on sand.

In a hymn by Saint Basil the Great, we hear the following words:

“Let us fast an acceptable and very pleasing fast to the Lord. True fast is the estrangement from evil, temperance of tongue, abstinence from anger, separation from desires, slander, falsehood perjury. Privation of these is true fasting.”

We fast from food to strengthen us in fasting from all things harmful and unneeded to our spiritual lives.  Fasting is a means in which to practice self control on our path towards conquering the passions of the flesh.  Fasting is an exercise of both penitence and sacrifice (for there is no love without sacrifice), which assist in conquering of self, and being more attentive to those in need. Indeed, fasting was a practice often commended by the Fathers of the early Church, and was considered a universally applied spiritual discipline, as can be seen in some following quotes:

“Just as the most bitter medicine drives out poisonous creatures, so prayer joined to fasting drives even sinful thoughts away.” – Amma Syncletia – Desert Mother.

“If a man goes about fasting and hungry, the enemies of his soul grow weak.” Abba John the Dwarf – Desert Father.

“There are three levels of partaking of food: abstinence, adequacy, and satiety.  To abstain means to remain a little hungry after eating; to eat adequately means neither to be hungry nor to be weighed down; to be satiated means to be slightly weighed down.  But eating beyond satiety is the door to belly-madness, through which lust comes in. But you, firm in this knowledge, choose what is best for you, according to you powers, without overstepping the limits.” Saint Gregory of Sinai

Last but certainly not least, Saint Basil the Great:

“Be cheerful since the physician has given you sin-destroying medicine. For just as worms breeding in the intestines of children are utterly eradicated by the most pungent medicines, so too, when a fast truly worthy of this designation is introduced into the soul, it kills the sin that lurks deep within.”

Fasting builds a quality of character in the Christian life through the mortification of the flesh. We conquer ourselves in the defeat of gluttony, for indeed the appetites of the flesh are roots of much evil.  So, we counter sin with virtue, gluttony with fasting, and develop our ability for self control.

Exercise three – Almsgiving

Almsgiving is a practice of virtue that goes hand in hand with fasting, and prayer.  When one practices virtue through prayer and fasting, one must also show our love of Christ, our love of one another through active and sacrificial giving to others. Like our prayers, like our fasting, we must remember to keep them always in secret, for what we do we do not for man, but in the presence of God alone.

We know that love fulfills the whole law, and is the greatest of the commandments, but scripture also tells us that there is no real love if we do not share what we have and/or have in excess with those who do not:

“But if anyone has the world’s goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his heart against him, how does God’s love abide in him?” ~1 John 3:17

“A Religion that is pure and undefiled before God the Father is this: to care for orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.” ~James 1:27

“So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it, for him it is sin” 
~ James 4:17

There are many other verses in scripture that attest to the necessity of our attention and care to others in need. A spiritual man must give of his own sustenance cheerfully and not reluctantly to those who are poor, and in need.  The giving of alms must also be sacrificial (for again there is no love without sacrifice), so we must take from ourselves when we give to others. We give for the sake of others, for if we first do not see ourselves in the other, then we may never see Christ, for “your neighbor is your true self.  You have no self in yourself.” Also, in the words of Saint Basil, “If every man took only what was sufficient for nis needs, leaving the rest to those in want, there would be no rich and, and there would be no poor.

All earthly possessions are not our own, but belong to the creator of all things.  As such, men are but stewards and caretakers of all that belongs to the Lord, and as such we should be good stewards with what we have been entrusted with, that we would be rewarded with even greater treasures in heaven.  Saint Basil the Great says that a man who has two coats or two pair of shoes, when his neighbor has none, is a thief. For us to store up earthly possessions, Christ has told us, is foolishness.

For those who strive for the perfection of Christ, to give is to gain.  He who is truly perfect as his Father in heaven is perfect is one who gives, and who has given all things for the sake of others.  Such a man is truly living a spiritual life, for he has no attachment to the things of this world, and it is man’s attachment to the things of this world that causes much suffering, both to ourselves and to others.

In Conclusion:

Prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, the three great ascetic practices of our faith,  the exercise and growth of our spiritual lives in the race we run towards the reward of our eternal life.  If we grow in our spiritual lives, grow in strength through the acquisition of the Holy Spirit, we become able athletes in the race of faith that lies before us.  Yet, our spiritual life is far more than just our thoughts and feelings, and in fact it is comprised of the whole human experience, the full depth of our humanity: thought, feeling, heart,  soul, vision, mind, and body.  Not only this, our spiritual lives should be comprised of our everyday experiences – work, school, our social life, family life, home life – and not just be compartmentalized to Church on Sunday mornings.  We should live our life cognizant of the sacramental rhythm in which we exist as Orthodox Christians, and incarnating Christ in our lives not just on Sunday, but in everything that we do. The spiritual life is important for all Christians, because it is the only life that a Christian can live, it is the only life that directs our whole being towards Jesus Christ.  Any other life lived is but a poor imitation, and a life lived beneath our intended human dignity.

We must be cognizant that spiritual growth only happens by patient struggle, struggles with temptation, pride, the passions, and ourselves.  Though, in fighting through our myriad struggles, we must remember to have faith in spite of what happens, and not because of it, for our faith is what brings us hope.

Amen.

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Sufficient Pressure

Sufficient Pressure – January 18, 2019

First I want to apologize for the slight rambling quality of this post. I am a very logic oriented individual, and while I exist quite well within the mystery and cloud of unknowing, sometimes something sparks and intellectual train of thought that causes me to connect the dots between the Cataphatic and Apophatic sides of the theological fence. Here is the latest instance of the ramblings of an Orthodox Deacon 🙂

I was introduced to Nowak’s evolvability equation this evening. It is the idea (at least in my understanding of it) that the means for the replication of life to emerge are molecules subject to forces of selection and mutation. When I heard this, my mind thought of sufficient pressures and conditions in order for life to emerge in inhospitable or changing environments. After this, my mind immediately moved to recent scientific announcements that echo what the Church has already known and practiced for nearly two thousand years.

Recently science has shown that fasting twice a week is of great benefit to our health, and this is something that Christians have practiced since the first century, and even the Jews for centuries before them. It has been revealed that frankincense and myrrh are a psychoactive anti depressant, and this is burned in every divine liturgy and prayer service, which serves towards the healing of soul and body. Beauty is a convincing power of truth, as Plato would say, and “exists to reach us and make us capable of recieving the message in a way that convinces us: to the extent each of us is capable of receiving, the message, so completely as we can contain in, but completely” (Bloom); and nearly all Orthodox Churches are adorned in great beauty via architecture, hymns, icons and the like, all directing us to “Godward” gaze to encounter His divine light. We set our services to chants and singing, not only presenting our services amidst a procession of aural beauty, but to put words to music helping us engrave them into our memories, writing the words onto our very hearts. The Christian creation story, Creation ex Nihilo, is the only one that makes sense within existing scientific ideologies. The Christian understanding of the human being, a divine-human Anthropology, is the only one that brings wholeness to humanity, and personhood. Sometimes it feels as though science is only now starting to catch up to faith, even though many seem to argue the opposite.

Going back to Nowak’s evolvability equation, though not a direct parallel to the initial understanding and meaning of the equation, I see all these things mentioned, the prescriptions of the Church, directing us to the willing submission to sufficient pressures and conditions to make us right for the conditions of life after death, the pressures of asceticism, sacrifice, and existence apart from this world. That it is only within these conditions, the prescriptions of the Church, and life within the Church, that will prepare us properly for what lies beyond our final breath. If we cannot abandon this world, the comforts of this world, our attachments of this world and all the things therein, then when we fall into our eternal rest, we will forever be looking back with eager longing for what is gone, missing the divine light shining eternally in our presence. We look away from God, and never experience the joy of divine love, for He is love.